So many use disillusionment as an excuse for abandon and an unbridled festival of " hellenistic chaos"

"they let me down"

they said they would not"

"I trusted them "....etc

You are worth so much more than to create illusions dependent on others or at all and to blame them for your reaction to their actions

Your worth is never on the market it is a gift from G-D unchangeable and unbreakable by others so shake the excuses off your wonderful gift,YOU, and start living your life and not letting your life live you-You can always take it higher... you have G-D within you